So, Alexa started KiNdErGaRdEn today!!! I asked Erin if I could come over before she left to take pictures etc. Of course I was a crying mess before I got there, held it together during, and lost it afterwards. I know this may be ridiculous...I am only an Auntie after all. However, there is a certain type of love that develops when you hold your niece for the first time, feed her, change her, play with her, discipline her, hear her laugh, and even just look at her. You see, I love Alexa unconditionally and want everything good for her. I can't even imagine how I will feel about my own children because how can you even love someone more?
Alexa has become such a beautiful, sweet girl in 5.5 years that we have been blessed with her. Today I asked her what she wants to be when she grows up. She replied matter of factly: "A mommy and a teacher." Such a wonderful aspiration: nurturing, loving, and teaching. Such an amazing, caring heart!
I can't help but to worry though: Will she make friends? Is she nervous? Will she do well in school? Can she open her lunchable by herself? Did the braid I added to her pony tail this morning stay in okay??? I want her to be so happy. More than anything, I covered her in prayer. Life is not perfect...Alexa will learn this...but one thing is constant: the unconditional love and grace of God. I just prayed that He guide her and protect her and that she will desire to serve Him and set a good example for others.
So here's to year 1 of many years of school for Alexa!!